Insecurity & Intimidation

I don't believe in insecurities
I believe in intimidation.
I believe someone like me
Can make you question your creation.
You know you aren't better
And he agrees with your theory
If I was in your shoes
I too would be weiry.
Insecurity is such
an ugly thing.
Intimidation is all I can ever bring.
Me myself isn't what you'd call arrogant.
I take pride in myself,
I call it confident.
I don't pretty myself
To keep a dude
I'm always on point
And never a prude.
I know we're both fine
But sweety let's be real,
Its my intimidation
That brings you the insecurity you feel.

Hmmm.... I wonder where you are...

Baby, I wanna see you--
For lunch perhaps.
Where are you love?
I'm about to snap.
I'll shoot you a text...
And yet still no reply,
I'll stop by your job
Too bad you're not inside.
I'm getting worried love,
I wonder where you are.
We meet everyday
And today we're apart???
I'm starting to think
Of all the places you were
On the other hand,
Maybe you're with her.
I hope its not in our bed
That's our sanctuary
The place I rest my head.
*sighs*
I already know your kind
The unfaithful type
But I don't really care
We share a child.
We could make it work
For the sake of our baby
I'll deal with your shit
So we can be a family.
*shaking my head*
One day I'll find the one
But my trust will be broken.
And then I'll look back,
Think of these words once spoken,
I love you baby
We'll stay together, forever--
Only to realize
Forever turns to never.
All these thoughts
Boggle my mind very much.
All cause you didn't answer your phone for lunch.
Regardless of which,
I know you're cheating,
But I'll still stay with you
Because my life has no meaning.
I know I'm where you're at
But its with her you want to be.
But these are the sacrifices
For the sake of a family.
Right?
Wrong!

I ADORE YOU

The vitality that I feel for you
is hotter than h*ll.
A lenient smile from you
makes a bad day go swell.
One look in your eyes
makes me know that I'm blessed
to have someone like you,
who's better than the rest.
The love that I have for you
cannot be explained,
but for as long as I can
it will be proclaimed.
I am in love with you
and that's what I want you to know
I will always be with you
no matter how far you go.
I want love as a gift,
from you to me,
then look in my eyes
and see
how much I adore thee.

THIS ONE'S FOR YOU

A long journey I've past
and met none like you.
This is why I'm writing this
especially for you.

I hold you close to my heart
and won't let anything tear us apart.
You have become more than a friend to me
and that's how I know It's together we'll be.

Through all the pain you've dealt with
and all the hurt I've been through,
I know It's to eachother
we can always run to.

The sound of your voice
is harmonic to my ears.
It's crazy we've *known* eachother
for just a year.

The way you look at me
brings chills up my spine.
and the way you give it to me,
lets me know that thing is mine.

I confide in you
like I've done no other.
I can spend eternity with you
and never feel smothered.

Life with you
became so pleasing;
You make it your business
to do things I find appeasing.

I feel bubbly when
you're in my presence.
Our admiration for eachother
to the world is sensless.

Positive thoughts cross my mind
when I think of you.
That's why I take time
to write this to you.

The song "realize"
is dedicated to you.
My heart is on a platter
given to you.
To you only my heart
will stay true.
That's why you know
This one's for you.

THE SHIRT'S OFF MY BACK

I stood by you
through thick and thin.
I've shaded you from harm
and blocked you from sin.
I would take your dirt
and put it on me,
just to make sure
in the gates of heaven you'll be.
I never held my tongue
when you craved the truth.
I haven't let you go
when on the edge of the roof.
If you were to jump off
I would break your fall.
Cause I'd rather die
then see you cry at all.
It breaks my heart
when you are mad
I'm in rage
when you are sad.
The only time I'm happy
is when you're glad,
yet,
the only time you're glad
is when I'm sad.
The way I do them,
they won't do me the same.
I know the reason I get hurt.
I know I'm to blame.
I will now love myself
until I'm unable to tame.
I now put me first
and it gets no higher.
In order to get to me
you must travel through the wires.
I'm one of my own
and I live for myself.
If you don't like it,
step to the left.

FREE YOURSELF

Let the winds
whisk you away.
Let your body loose
and go all the way.
Let your hair down
and make mistakes.
Don't bite your tongue
for things you have to say.
Free yourself
and speak your mind.
Have no regrets
'til the end of time.
Hold no punches--
Forgive and forget.
Don't apologize
for things that you meant.
Take the time
to say I love you...
Tell no lies,
and to yourself stay true.
Free yourself
and just live life.
Sit back,relax
and enjoy the ride.

IN A CHILDS EYE

In a childs eye
My dream is my life
The limit is the sky
And I'm most high.
I'm all i can be
My body is free
Noone to stop me
The storms beneath me.

L.O.V.E

Its easy to write
yet hard to find
Not visible by sight
but always wander the mind.
It fills you up
without eating a thing.
It always suprises
no matter what it brings.
Everyone wants it
but its priceless,
Everyone rushes it
but its timeless.
It compromises
and go ou of its way.
It doesnt listen
to what others say.
Its as sweet as the maple
that comes from the trees,
It's like a drug that
makes you weak in the knees.
It keeps no records
of eachothers wrong actions.
And it provides reciporocal satisfaction.
It's a spiritual lift
that we call love
given to us as a gift
from the Lord above.

Farewell Forever

It's a shame
It had to end so soon
Your life shined
As bright as a full moon.
Who knew this
Was part of your destiny
You went away
Without saying goodbye to me.
How do you mourn
Over the one you've lost?
How do you grieve
Not knowing the cause?
In this case,
Goodbye is everlasting
For the rest of my life
From your face I'll be fasting.
My throat is parched
Not knowing how much I'd miss you
My heart is full of memories
I shared with you.
When the time comes
For our souls to unite
We'll be together
And once again ignite.

Dear Love:

I THOUGHT OF YOU TODAY
ANDI GOT THE STRENGTH TO PRAY.
I THOUGHT OF WORDS TO SAY
AND FELT I SHOULDN'T BE AFRAID.
I DIDN'T THINK YOU'D LAST FOR LONG
AND I THOUGHT BY NOW, YOU WOULD'VE BEEN GONE.
YOUR VOICE IS LIKE A SOULFUL SONG
THROUGH THE MIDST OF IT ALL
YOU COULD DO NO WRONG.
HOW CAN YOU FIT MY "PICTURE PERFECT" IMAGE
AND STAY BEYOND POSITIVE & NEVER FINISH?
I REALIZED PATIENCE IS THE KEY
ANDTHE KEY IS IN ME.
YOUR HEART WAS LOCKED
AND IT WAS OPENED BY ME.
"I LOVE YOU"
ISN'T STRONG ENOUGH TO TELL YOU
"I MISS YOU"
ISN'T HARD ENOUGH TO SHOW YOU
HUGS
AREN'T LONG ENOUGH TO HOLD YOU
KISSES
AREN'T SWEET ENOUGH TO TASTE YOU
--SOoOoOo...
I MADE A JOURNEY TO "FIND" YOU.
AND FOLLOWED THE PATH OF COMPROMISE
TO UNDERSTAND YOU.
LITTLE DID I KNOW,
AFTER THESE WAVES I SAILED
THAT I WOULD FIND OUT THAT YOU'RE MY FAIRYTALE.

Forgive Us

Let the rain pour in
and wash my soul,
whisk me away,
and take me whole.
If I don't die at night
I start to praise his name.
Take the dirt off ofmy fingertips;
wipe it clean off of my lips
If his lights go off
I know I'll be afraid.
All of my wounds have a story to tell
Can't see by sight
nor hear, nor smell
At the end of the day
I know I'd be replaced.
When will he step in
and hold my hand?
To take me from the wrath of man.
Give me strength
to survive another day.
Forgive us Lord
For we all have sinned.