Abuse

My life's a mess
Cuts and bruises everywhere.
No one understands
The pain and despair.
My eyes on fire
Leaking with raging heat
My mind holds nothing
Besides memories of deceit.
With nowhere to go
And no one to turn to
I hurt myself by day
Til I turn midnight sky of blue.
Knife wounds in my back
Becomes harder to take out.
This dreadful game of love
Is one I know nothing about.
It continues to bruise me
Leaving my heart in shattered pieces
When I pick it up
Again it breaks for many reasons.
It fights for a chance
To survive through this pain
But its too much to endure-
Before it pours it rains.