Crawling in my skin

My God!
The lies
The hurt
The deceit.
I ran
I reached
To see
You're not for me!
I'm good
I'm clean
I know
I don't need you!
I'm hurt
I'm scared
I heard
The final truth!
I'm drained
I'm weak
Can't speak
I should be gone.
But fear
Lives here
I think
I might be wrong.
NO!!!!
I'm right
I see
Its true
What they all say
He fell
He crawled
The floor
Is where he lays.